It’s always good when you have good goals and big dreams. It’s always good when you make yourself fit for The War. However, somewhere down the lane you meet people, make new relations, move a little away from the line, and do things that you thought, you were never fit to do. May be its just your under estimation of yourself. But still you are moving away! Yet, you enjoy the change.
These things make you mad and insane, and they will haunt you. It’s the beginning of merry-go-round, merry-go-round of everything. But you still enjoy the ride; rarely realizing where you are heading, until you find yourself in trauma and emotional turmoil. The ride ends here! Realization begins, like thunder bolt form heaven that leads to cessation of your deviational activity, though a streak remains.
Damage is done. Now neither you can start at square one nor move-on as strong as you were. It’s hard to understand what you’ve gained, that would always help you win The War and have superior hand. It’s even harder to comprehend what has happened to you all these years!
You tend to spend more time alone, to churn your way out of chaos, to find a new path to victory because you know “there is always another way” and not a second chance in complete sense(nobody gets a second chance). You’ll neither know the reason for your deviation nor how it is useful for your victory, until the time is ripe and this is what keeps your journey a blissful one …HOPE.
